remember that every 11:11 wish we made together over the summer? i thought that would be a good place to start. this blog is dedicated to you cause i feel like i owe you something because i dont think ive ever really given anything back to you after everything you've done for me, helped me with, or helped me through. your pretty much the best friend ive always dreamt of =] corny, i know, haha, and im taking your thunder with my cornyness =]
well im not sure if ive told you this or not in one of our random lets-tell-eachother-all-these-weird-facts ventings, hahaha. but i was looking through an old diary i had when i was like 10 or 11 maybe, and in every entry was atleast a sentence of how i wished so badly i had a boy that was my best friend. alot of the times id go on wondering what it was like, how they thought, and just thinking how cool it would be to be able to share anything with a boy. haha, and you? your the boy i was writing about. i didnt know you then, but in the future i realized that you fit the perfect description. =]
remember that summer night when you called me... or i called you i forget... and we were on the phone on threeway with alicia? haha, then after a while alicia fell asleep but we didnt stop we kept on talking? haha, that phone call lasted atleast 5 hours. from like 11 to 4 in the morning... i had to leave cause i was afraid dad was gonna wake up to go to work and see me still up. i was grounded then, too, and we talked bassically every day over the phone. id call you, haha, wheeling around in mom's wheelchair blaring some music when i was home alone. being grounded wasnt easy for me, and you knew that, but you lifted a little weight off of my shoulder. and remember, you still need to teach me how to lie =]
and then that other night when you and kev decided to come down to my house in the middle of the night! haha! you guys were insane =] i think back to it now and ask, why didnt you get caught by the police?! hahaha. im so glad you didnt. that was like, the closest anyone could get to a summertime romance or the fairytale romance, and, me being so naive back then, haha, didnt pay attention to how much that meant to me or you even. alicia fell asleep there too, haha, and we kept talking for hours in that trailer. it was awesome, haha. im sorry if i was ugly that night i was kinda tired and i guess i wasnt wearing too much makeup lol =] that goodbye that night should have been different. i know we both knew it. i mean, the least i couldve done was gave you a goodbye kiss for riding your bike to my house at 11pm and leaving at 430am. sorry bout that =]
haha, i still have that note. the first note we passed that made us start our friendship. i keep it in my wallet thing lol. i havent read it in a while. the first month after i snatched that letter, lol, i read it bassically everyday and smiled. for a long time purple pen reminded me of you simply because you wrote in purple in it =] then when you were reading it and decided to confess you liked me back then and i said the same, that was pretty fun =] its a girl thing to keep things that mean alot to them, even if it was just a silly schoolgirl crush back then =] haha, perky turkey. haha how appropriate =P
im running low on memories, haha, not because we havent had thousands, but because im stupid and cant think of any right now cause its way past my bedtime =]. how bout that bike ride through the rain back from marshfield center where you talked to alicias ex on the phone and told him that you got the lube? hahaa, i loved you for that =] haha, then when we got home, sopping wet, we munched on random cookies on a stick and played guitar hero? that was pretty sweet. handcuffed you to the bed next time you came over. you proud you can say that youve been handcuffed to a bed now? ahhaha<3
its just amazing how much you helped me through over the, what, year? that we known each other. you deserve so much more that what i give you and i wish i saw it earlier. i wish i could be a better friend for you and i know youll probably say im a fine friend but we both know i can be better. i just wish i could realize things before its way past it. i have a slow reaction time, haha, what can i say? you mean way to much to me and im not gonna stop talking to you and im gonna force you to keep talking to me even when, five years from now (OH GEEZE WED BE 20!) youll be moving out of the country just to get away from me and BOOM! ill be yer next door neighbor =] thats how determined i am, hahaa, imagine that.
AND REMEMBER! we still have that hotel trip we gotta do. go party it up in boston and then crash at a hotel... with a pool =] and a juccuzzi, i have no idea how to spell that but sure =] and one bed. lol =] but thatll be cause we're too poor to afford anything else! :D right?!
bassically. im thankful for that note in 9th grade that got passed to me. im thankful sam wrote that on my paper =]
i remember the first day of english i was sitting next to nick burton before we got assigned seats. you walked in or something, the teacher was calling attendence, maybe, and she said your name or somehting, and nick was like oh garcia! that kids a tool. or something like that, hahaha. i remembered you cause you went out with alyssa hennigan in 8th.. or 7th? grade. she used to be my bestie. haha you broke up with her or somehting so i was all like ooooo look thats the kid that went out with alyssa! -instant hate cause you dumped my 'best friend'- lol. but you were cute and nice so i didnt give a shit that you went out with her hahaha<3
bassically i love you and im dead without you. end of story. you know too much about me and i know wayyyy too much about you to stop anything we have going. hahha, im sorry i made you read this.. well i didnt, just knowing you you read it all the way through =]
i love you joey =] your the best. and to think this all started from a silly note =]
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